As you may have noticed, I haven't updated my dA in a while and there are many reasons for it.
I have got both great and bad news since my last photo, and unfortunately the bad news are so bad (and sad for that matter) that I have lost my inspiration. I even did a huge mistake, just to make everyone else proud of me, but I have great friends (not to mention my boyfriend) who's been supporting me and pushing me to find myself again and my creativity (apparently I am an awesome photographer).
So yesterday I decided to bring my camera with me when I was in another city, I thought it would help me find inspiration by going to another city, but I couldn't find it. Instead of giving me inspiration, it gave me a reaction that I never knew existed inside of me - I wanted so badly smash my dear Nikon D90 with my lovely 50/1.4 in the ground (which I of course did not do, it's my little baby for crying out loud!).
And today I brought forth my camera, again, while I was dog sitting my mothers dog and started just to play around with the settings and looked through the photos I've taken so far... for some weird reason, I started to take photos of mothers dog.
So what I'm trying to say is: don't think I stopped using dA, I will find the "strength" to photograph with my D90 or D40X again - as soon as I've shaken of these bad feelings that I have.